Half Crazy Freestyle Wa Boogie Style

My Vision Ain't So Clear...All I Do is Smile Cause Its Better Than Tears.

Comrad

My main comrad Ugo aka Big Mike aka UgoCroc from AnmlHse came back to Jersey all the way from the mean streets of Philly this week and here are some of our radical adventures from eating poo at applebees, messing with the waitress, party getting shut down at RU, to talking to random cats we don't know and taking random pictures. Enjoy. Peace & Love Kemosabes.

-WA

She was a Ho...Forrrrrr Shoooo..

ON THE MONEY WITH WHAT HE SAID. "BITCHES RUNNIN' WILD MAN!!!!"

Protect Me with Your Most Precious Blood

"I've commanded you to be strong and brave. Don't ever be afraid or discouraged! I am the Lord you God, and I will be there to help you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9



I pray everyday.
To some that may be unusual, to some maybe its not.
To me...its part of my daily survival in this world.
If you have ever heard me say a prayer for someone or something...
One line that I always say is
"Protect (Me or this person or that person) with Your Most Precious Blood".

I always said it just to say it cause I'd always hear it, but now...
I know what it really means.
Being rejected sucks, whether it be from a college, parents, family, boyfriend/girlfriend etc.

I feel like shi* when I'm rejected. Whether you look at it as rejection or whatever...your ass was rejected.

SO I've come to the conclusion that rejection has become my bestfriend.

Ive been rejected so many times like an old car trying to pass inspection.
The thing that sucks is of course...significant others.
When you're feeling like damn "what did I do wrong" and you really really cannot find an answer...take it as
Rejection is only God's Protection.

I feel like God has put me through these situations of losing people and getting rejected by the people I think I love most cause He's protecting me.
I feel like I've lost my bestfriend...my best everything cause of rejection.
But I stop to think...I always pray for protection and to be covered with His Blood. God's just doing me a favor and protecting me through rejection. I feel like I lost the best thing in my life, but I got to keep looking forward cause there sure not looking back for me.

God has protected me through rejection. He's protected me from the dumb ass shit that you could have put me through.


-WA

I'm Scared Of You

I never been scared of one person the way I’m scared of you.

I’m not trying to ignore, so don’t think that it’s true.

I’m waiting for the right time and a sign of a cue,

When you tell me to come back to you.

So I play it off good when I’m chillin in a group.

Like nothing is a bother, knowing I cant recoup,

From a heart of anger, sorrow and pain.

But I thought you were the risk I had much to gain.

October eighteen, thought I saw the light

To June all of a sudden it ain’t so bright.

Even if I was walking alone in the darkest of nights.

One pitch of you voice could make me feel alright.

You know my deepest fears, my insecurities and all.

You were the one who picked me up every time I would fall.

Like common “For better or worse times I hope to me you call”

But now I feel like I’m left with nothing at all.

Best friends till the end, I wish that’s how we stayed.

But we took the risk of crossing that line like it’d be okay.

Trust me love, I have no regrets of what we had.

Im just disappointed in myself that’s why I always seem mad.

I should of listened to my brain instead of my heart.

But fuck it without the heart my brain cant function without a pump.

Maybe that’s why I feel so down in the dumps?

Cause my body cant live without you and your love.

I’m trying to get over…believe me I’m trying my best.

I’m trying to go back to my old life and change the gears.

Like I aint even speak to a nigga in 4 years.

But I cant go back cause I love you in my life…and knowing you aint there gets me kind of tight.

I said Id always be there for you but I feel like I gotta disappear.

Like trey said, I don’t wanna leave but I gotta go right now.

Maybe I came at a bad time…maybe eventually is better than now.

Shit don’t matter cause you still number 1, you’ll always wear the crown…And have a key to the lock of my heart…

but now I locked it up good so for next it’ll be kind of hard…if they’ll even be a next.

I wanted you to see something different…out of your ordinary.

Out of all the cats that did you dirty…I wanted to treat you extraordinary.

Cause your more than a monetary…no words could describe through a dictionary

I don’t have you how I want you…now it feels a little scary…

You took a piece me.

Intellectually, mentally and sexually.

I’m scared cause you loved me for me.

So whos gonna love me for me?

Who got me now? Now whos gonna hold me down?

Aint no ride or dies out there thatll drop everything in 1 sound.

A rare find, a rare type, a rare everything... you cant find.

Someone else found you though…my loss, there high.

I don’t want nobody else to have you.

I’m selfish …I want you more than less.

This situation is something I’m trying to understand and digest…

But if you’re happy doing you…I wish you the best…I Guess.

-WA

One of my favored artists consists of a guy by the name of Common. I remember the first song he did that made me become a true fan of his. I was in 6th grade and I was in California riding around with my cousins and this funky beat comes on with an old school soul kind of vibe. I immediately loved the sound of the drums and instrumentals. Then I heard the content of his words. I thought...this is the kind of hip hop I like for some reason. I was so young but I knew this kind of music was dope. Now, I still listen to this song like I was in California, still amazed by the music and the meaning of the song. This song symbolizes exactly what I want to be as a significant other to someone. Thank You Common (and Bobby Caldwell of course for the dope chorus sample) for writing "The Light".

-WA

I never knew a luh, luh-luh, a love like this
Gotta be somethin for me to write this
Queen, I ain't seen you in a minute
Wrote this letter, and finally decide to send it
Signed sealed delivered for us to grow together
Love has no limit, let's spend it slow forever
I know your heart is weathered by what studs did to you
I ain't gon' assault em cause I probably did it too
Because of you, feelings I handle with care
Some niggaz recognize the light but they can't handle the glare
You know I ain't the type to walk around with matchin shirts
If relationship is effort I will match your work
I wanna be the one to make you happiest, it hurts you the most

They say the end is near, it's important that we close..
.. to the most, high

Regardless of what happen on him let's rely

There are times.. when you'll need someone..
I will be by your side..
There is a light, that shines,
special for you, and me..

Yo, yo, check it
It's important, we communicate
and tune the fate of this union, to the right pitch
I never call you my bitch or even my boo
There's so much in a name and so much more in you
Few understand the union of woman and man
And sex and a tingle is where they assume that it land
But that's fly by night for you and the sky I write
For in these cold Chi night's moon, you my light
If heaven had a height, you would be that tall
Ghetto to coffee shop, through you I see that all

Let's stick to understandin and we won't fall
For better or worse times, I hope to me you call
So I pray everyday more than anything
friends will stay as we begin to lay

this foundation for a family - love ain't simple
Why can't it be anything worth having you work at annually
Granted we known each other for some time
It don't take a whole day to recognize sunshine

There are times.. when you'll need someone..
I will be by your side, oh darling
There is a light, that shines,
special for you, and me..

Yeah.. yo, yo, check it
It's kinda fresh you listen to more than hip-hop
and I can catch you in the mix from beauty to thrift shop
Plus you ship hop when it's time to, thinkin you fresh
Suggestin beats I should rhyme to

At times when I'm lost I try to find you
You know to give me space when it's time to
My heart's dictionary defines you, it's love and happiness
Truthfully it's hard tryin to practice abstinence
The time we committed love it was real good
Had to be for me to arrive and it still feel good
I know the sex ain't gon' keep you, but as my equal
it's how I must treat you
As my reflection in light I'ma lead you
And whatever's right, I'ma feed you

Digga-da, digga-da, digga-da, digga-digga-da-da
Yo I tell you the rest when I see you, peace

There are times.. when you'll need someone..
I will be by your side..
There is a light, that shines,
special for you, and me..

I Just Hope That You Miss Me A Little When I'm Gone.

Your past guides your present, future, and after.

Some People come and go...but this...this could come and go too.

It's Going to Hurt A Little.

In life, you fall in love and you can fall out of love with someone.
Although feelings may pass for someone and can go from loving someone
with all your heart to not even giving two cares for that person, you
can’t deny the smiles and good times you had with that person. At one
point or another, they were probably the only person you would want to
talk to at the end of the night and run to when something went wrong
or right. They had some sort of power/hold over you that could either
make your day or break it. I’ve loved before and I can say that its
hard when you dedicate so much of your time and energy to that person,
then you grow cold and distant to that person. You go from talking to
that person from night till the sun comes up, then all of a sudden,
you don’t even know how to talk to that person. Strangers is what you
become. A sad ending but always a bright beginning. You always think
to yourself, how did I live life without this person or how could I
ever love someone else? Crazy how life plays with your head only to
make you emotionally, mentally and physically stronger to withstand
the chaos you would endure later in life. One of the hardest parts is
waiting for that person; thinking they would come back to you and
looking around your surroundings and getting constantly reminded of
who and what that person was to you. Getting questioned from others
like “how’s (insert name)” or “where’s (insert name)” or "You know I really miss (insert name)...bring them around again!!"; then
you stand there with a blank face thinking I don’t know how the hell
(insert name) is doing or where the hell (insert name) is, and really
not caring but having that small sprinkle in your heart wondering how
(insert name) is doing and where (insert name) is. It hurts even more when you've given every ounce of love to someone, and the love isn't reciprocated. There are days of separation anxiety and loneliness. You have no appetite for anything and everything you ate you just wanna regurgitate cause you physically feel sick thinking of that person. Then you see them with someone else, and you wonder "What did I ever do wrong?". But remember, you are beautifully and wonderfully made & if your significant other or ex can't/couldn't see that, then they were obviously blind to the true SWAGGA that exists.
All in all, you can not completely live your life “not giving two shits” for a person
that you loved in the past. You always have some sort of connection to
that person by getting reminded by a song, a clothing, and scent; just
something that will remind you of the past and will make you forget
about the hell you guys went through. Something inside will tell you
( if you’re not completely an ass) that its okay to forgive someone
if they did you dirty. There will always be a small part of you that
will thank them for doing you dirty; either because they made you
stronger and helped you live your life maturely, or they opened
another door for you to just do you.

-Wa

Do You...Not Others

Judging Others Isn't Good Although I'm Sure Many of Us Have Done So In the Past. Remember, What Comes Around, Goes Around. Karma. So If You're Going to Judge...Judge In The Best Way Possible...aka Talk Good About Others. Don't Be Hater. Show Some Love Homies...





Speaking of judging others, I wanted to judge these plants...they look dope for some reason to me. Thats that.


On the other hand...thats my small work space and my hard earned 7gs from last years GMA Pinoy TV champs. Flipcyde Illstars; we are truly truly blessed.

Beautiful sky.

What I did/seen during my day. I thought these few things were beautiful. My video shoot in Jersey City to walking the streets of New Brunswick, NJ.